In past blogs I admitted to not being able to move forward and to be doing my best to remove M from my life. Well that went as far as me telling him that was what I was doing.

                Sometimes it takes soemthing extreme to clear away the misconceptions. I told him I was going to attempt to move on without him. Probably not in so many words, but what I did say galvanized him enough to plan a "date".

                I use the term "date" because I don't know what other term to use. We are getting together. We will go out and do something fun. We will talk and work on our relationship. For all practical purposes it's a date. Just so we know I'd like it to end with a … :p

                I've switched pens and now I am writing with the world as my eraser… Nothing brings out a nightmare like the idea of being erased by the world.

                That is what is currently going on with the saga of M. In other saga's , Joel has started sitting with me whenever possible. He is nice to talk to. He will listen to me whine about anything and everything. He will discuss things with me and give his thoughts and opinons. This is important to me. I don't like guessing what I guy is thinking.

                Another slow development. Someone I would really like to know better …. I mad an unusal move and approached him first. He responded favorably, but there has been no further forward movement. Well maybe a little. I feel like I should make the next move but I don't know what that move should be.

                I would like to take this moment to say if I bang the earth on my desk it flashes red.

                So in conclusion, M has made a giant step forward in working towards the reparation of our relationship, Joel is a super nice guy I enjoy spending time with, And one other showed interested in talking to me, but seems difficult for me to approach. Yet approach him I intend to do I am just waiting for the right moment or the right idea to appear.

                                WISH ME LUCK STALKERS =^_^=

     Odd that everytime  I write a blog like this something happens that changes part of what I wrote. The 3rd person I talk about who is currently nameless made a successful move by talking to me. :D