I would like to preface this blog by stating that Matt has asked to have his blog initial changed to X as that would be cooler. So from this point forward Matt will be referred to as X instead of M.
And about X. I have a hard time believing he doesn't love me any longer. Why is this? Very simple, he can not look me in the eyes and tell me he just wants to be friends. He can't look me in the eyes and tell me exactly what it is he does want. However, if he didn't love me he wouldn't have this issue. Well I suppose if he didn't love me he could be confused on whether he wanted to be friends or just wanted me out of his life. But he wouldn't be confused by whether he wanted to be just friends or wanted more.
He's so simple sometimes in his confusion. I have a theory on the bigger issue and I may share that at some point. But I need to iron out the details.
This has been the Neko's little blog. Next blog we will discover someone new in the Neko's life and how this is affecting her. Oh and for anyone interested X and I are dating. We are not bf/gf but we are dating and we will see how this goes and what develops. For not I am happy to have him close to me in any way at all.
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